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and soon when i fall asleep
i'll dream of you
sleeping with my door open
waiting for you
yesterday i tried to forget everything bad i've done
and then yesterday i masturbated to pictures of flame
and everything fell apart inside my head
and for a second i lost my will
and for a second i gave in
and i can feel those flames burning inside me
the fire burns from the inside out
would you still want me if i was on fire
and you couldn't see the flames burning everything i touch
would you stay
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3. |
Feeling Blank, Like Snow
06:33
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i saw through the river
trees sounded like waves
and i feel blank like snow
i wish i could
be myself
be myself
be myself
be myself
nobody gets it and i
don't care to explain
the autumn weather sits
on my mind
these shadow days fall
between the lines
when i look at you i see
the shore to my sea
and i am so lost in this body of water
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will it ever end this pain
in my chest
in my chest
will it ever end this ache
in my heart
in my heart
will this day end
i feel so tired
i work all day
and still feel empty
i'm so tired of this everyday life
the cycles the seasons
change all the time
and it just goes by
and sometimes
nothing feels real
i walk pass people
but they don't feel real
i hear myself talk
but is it really me
sometimes i feel
everything isn't real
sometimes i feel
i'm not real
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5. |
Her Strength
04:48
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i am scared
turn the light on
hold my head
bring me close
right up to your heart i want
to hear it beating against my ear
my heart is so confused
let me sync it up to yours
so when we hug it'll feel like
you are the only one i know
i feel so weak
i want to be strong
i want
to not be afraid
anymore
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when i looked around
i lived in an another room
i lived with you
my closest friend
such an embarrassing world
i feel so stuck in this room
and life goes on and on
where did i go
where did you go
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hello how are you
how have you been
has it been rough
i understand
but keep your head up
keep your head up
it'll get better
i know
it all feels like a bunch of knots
and i get that
i hope you find
what your looking for
just don't get lost
you can always go back
and you can try again
just don't get lost
you can always go back
you can always try again
nothing ever last
and that's okay
that's okay
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8. |
We Learn to Fall
02:26
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stay inside my love
forcing the sky to fall
we all get hurt sometimes
we learn to fall
we learn to fall
we learn to fall
i'm facing myself
i'll face myself
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What a Wonderful World
04:15
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this time
this time
it'll all go
away
don't you think i've tired
oh i've tried i've tried
and one day i hope
to look back and think
it all was worth it
what a wonderful world
for me to belong to
what a wonderful world
for me to exist with you
and i think i'll suffer until i go
but i know that i'd died
i had you by my side
it's a wonderful world
it's a wonderful world
it's a wonderful world
it's a wonderful world
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it's autumn in october
the light falls on my face
it's autumn in october
the leaves turn orange red and brown
it's autumn in october
i feel so cold without you here
the seasons change without us
next year we will be warm
the leaves change but we stay the same
i'm here yet your over there
why do things have to be so hard
i wish i could change this world
i wish i could change things
i wish you were right here
right here
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Poorly Drawn House Spartanburg, South Carolina
Anthony Gansauer
David Gansauer
Christian Adrian
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